Collaboration between Monimel as a painter with S.O.A.L a.k.a JAY as a poem writer.

Sugar Rush Lies

You are a liar from the pits of hell, I knew I shouldn’t have trusted you, but those words, those those Ooooo those words, sounding like if I tasted them I would get a sugar rush Take me, all of me, let me be yours because I know you are mine No Soal snap back He’s a liar, you told me you would be with them when I knew you were gonna be with her But why… why mislead me to a place of no return Why mislead me to a place I thought was the promise land but in all reality it’s a place of now mental destruction Because now peace has gone Instead it’s second guessing everything you say It’s constant feeling of not being enough, it’s the feeling of hating you so much for putting me in this position but I can’t let you go I can’t let you go I knew you lied because my heart dropped into my stomach That feeling I know all too well You try and ignore it… it’s all in your head Soal But deep down I know. I so badly want to try and control the pain I want to hide your betrayal and my heartache But now I’m scrolling through my mind going through all my thoughts, trying to remember everything you said. What was ever true and now I’m going over all the lies. Now I’m questioning the man I thought I knew Did I ever really know?

Poem.