"Ok, I'll deliver some anxiety I'm going through at the moment. These days, I'm trying to do my artist CV to apply for some grants, But I hate it so much. It's so hard to specify each project, to tell the truth about it... Say quickly where and when, It takes me so much time 'cause I'm so unsure how to write it.

And and... what do I do? I continue some projects I had forgotten, creating NFT art pieces that give me almost no money but where I see the object of ART I wanna do... idk. I'm creating loops out of it, I'm creating glitch still frames that are, to me, masterpiece abstract dreamy surrealist paintings. The new stuff I find—I can’t unsee it—it feels way better than before, And I need to keep going, but I'm dodging life a bit. I mean, I'm dodging "the actual way" I see that could let me make money through art... because all the ways they propose feel dumb. I hate writing stuff about me, not knowing if it will even matter to whoever reads it (if anyone ever does). But I need to try!

And I’m creating new random movies, new reels for my Instagram, I keep tagging new people to get more followers, more views. I think I need it. Idk. Idk.

Here’s the recipe for this piece—it’s quite simple: I played the film Stalker through my ULTRA DREAM, then I took snapshots of the glitches I encountered. I used those glitches as sources in my ULTRA DREAM... And this is what you see.

But believe me, watching the ULTRA DREAM live is way, way better than the recordings. But SADLY, I don’t have places to play. I need to find places to play, once again.

This is my somebody."

A ｍ ｂｅｒｓ░ｏｆ░ｔｈｅ░Ｒｅａｌｔｉｍｅ 【102-105】 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘨𝘪𝘧 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 A ｍ ｂｅｒｓ░ｏｆ░ｔｈｅ░Ｒｅａｌｔｉｍｅ 【102-105】 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘨𝘪𝘧 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴