I'm writing this while staring at the peppers on the wall... My hands are trembling, and the pain in my eyes is tiring me out.

I'm about to scream. I don't want to stop but they forced me to. It's not Pepper's fault, but the color red drives me insane.

What I see when I look at them frightens me, but I don't want to flee. All I want is some...

I want to lose myself in my dreams and eat peppers, I didn't ask for anything difficult, I simply want it. I want to sleep for a long time, where I can get away from everything...