where she exists alone lots of noise in the background everything intertwines mind slashes the reality and she cries hard to stay focus about what is up or not looking for an escape but thinks she can not

maybe through the glowing hole? or a bad sleep on a wet bank

to end the day not the pain

thoughts bounce off the walls of her mind interaction, she wouldn't mind but the connection, she is far behind

what is above though, above the glowing light wonders she a lot a lot more than a crying night