Here I am again My bed holds me, hostage, Giving a hard time to get up For my mind is crippled

They say happiness is a choice If that's the case, all of those who are suffering will not struggle cause every time, they will always choose happiness

They say, find the light in the darkness That you may see good things Maybe that's the problem I'm not afraid of the dark

They say you should sleep early Counting sheep should be effective But I'm counting the reasons why I am still awake instead

They say exercise would be good I did run and run and run Until my kneecaps clank like metal That leads me back to my bed

They say, go out with friends I really really want to For we are social creatures Yet I can't go cause I don't feel like it to

They say, talk to God I do try every single time I feel like He's annoyed by all of my spam messages yet still no answer

They ask, are you afraid of dying? No, I am afraid of living It would be agony to experience it every day Knowing that it is still there

But do congratulate me I am getting out of my bed And it feels like a victory!