Since childhood, he had no right to express himself. He was constantly ridiculed by those around him, judged for every action. As he grew older, whenever he spoke among his friends, he would incessantly ask if he had said something wrong, if his words were good or not... And he asked so many questions that everyone became tired. As he matured, he couldn't speak in the company of people, couldn't participate in discussions fearing judgment. He was afraid to express his beliefs and tastes, scared of being judged, scared of being disliked by his friends. He distanced himself so much from people that now, as a young adult, he can't even be in society. He can hardly face new people. He wants to be alone, but at the same time, he longs to be with his loved ones and people. However, he can't. He struggles in the abyss of his anxiety, tries but eventually clenches his lips and remains silent. He looks at society and his people with regret, thirsty for connection. He yearns for interaction.