In one moment, my world was overturned. I didn't feel life, I just existed and didn't understand how to go on living.

On the one hand you don't understand what's going on. You want to ignore it and live your life. But it's not my life anymore. I don't decide what happens to me and my country.

On the other hand, I want it to be over. I want to take my life in my own hands and get out of this nightmare.

A war with someone, a war with myself. It is as ambiguous as the world.

The world, is it ours? Or do we live in peace only as long as we are allowed to?

War is a word I'm afraid to say, because I still can't believe in it. But at the same time, the word "Peace" is also forbidden in our country for some reason.

I lived a lot of emotions during this time. I matured morally.

I wanted to show the world my feelings the way I could.

Part 1