Anhedonia : an inability to experience pleasure

Sometimes I have a dream about you that you are coming and I'm waiting for you... But you didn't come and I became dead, lost, and alone... Autumn arrived and I became cold; Winter arrived, it was raining... Suddenly, up ahead in the distance I saw the light, like a sign... I followed the light; I saw the world differently, I saw the life differently... I found myself; I came back to myself and became free...