You know, the more I let you get close to me, the more I move away. From the fear of what I can no longer endure. Someday I will disappear on the other side of reality. Someday I won't be able to distinguish reality from illusion, as I once stopped distinguishing truth from lies. I just believe and don't believe everything and nothing. I have lost myself in this world, dissolving this world into myself. I got lost in myself while I loved others...