I was walking on the streets, innocent, untouched by the pain. I was happy in my little world, with my thoughts, with my imaginary friends - living my life the best I could.

Then you crossed my path, love - love I didn't know at that time. I resisted at first - I was worried a bad thing would come to your mind. You showed me a different side - the side of me I've never met before, I loved you for it even more.

Love - let it in they said, no warning sign came with it. Dark smoke was filling my lungs, the pain was unbearable, I couldn't find you anywhere, you left me - left me with the pain.

I was looking for you - screaming your name - like a ghost you disappeared - as you've never existed.

Now, I am different - I don't need your love anymore - no more pain, I became numb to your game. My face is still like a statue, I don't care - I am the monster you made - your dark thoughts have now my face, I welcomed new me as we were old friends.

You thought you could destroy me, but the shield covering my heart is stronger than you think. Disconnected from my mind, there's no more love behind those eyes - no one to let in I want to be the monster who gets feed by the pain - last forever. No death will stop the ache, no death will stop the monster you made.