My Dearest Reader,

Welcome to Page 002, do you see what I see?

It is so enchanting. So beautiful. Like you. Like me.

They come to me everywhere you know. Flap their wings and ask to be admired by my beautiful eyes. I am their capture and I don’t struggle against my chains. They remind me of your soft hands.

But then they leave. I said I understand beauty is not meant to last forever but I deserve nothing but the best. So, I waited for her to fly to me. And snap went her wings. I know she cried even though I didn’t hear it.

I told you I rip flowers from their roots. And now I shall rip the wings of the most beautiful thing I’ve ever known. It’s mine. I deserve it. I will not be left behind.

I want this forever.

It was only after her death and her light went out did I realize why they say if you truly love something you should let it go.

Reader, does it make me a bad person that my acknowledgment does not lead to change? I still believe I deserve the best.