When I heard the first word, I could feel my heart shrink and my nerves become sensitive, and I spent time looking at an invisible shape as I felt like I had lost something I cherished for a while. At that moment, everything I thought could pass lightly began to run toward me at that moment, and I thought I had to get away, but my body did not move and I was left alone in fear. Now I could feel that what I could do was not struggle to get out of reality but to find elements to enjoy. Just as new skin is added to the injured skin.