All the bullshit that he hears from people goes straight into his brain and is destroying his brain like a strong poison. His body can't endure the pressure that has been put on him. But instead of being destroyed, he uses the poison against themselves and it doesn't matter who is in front of him. Whether you are his friend or his enemy. He attacks every one. He knows that it is not going to reduce the pain he endures, maybe even add to it. But he doesn't care. He should not be the only person who endures this pain.