She asked everyone around her to wait. Immediately before making all the decisions she had to make, she closed herself in the shelter of time and space, where she was not felt. She wanted to stop for a moment; to slow down, not to hope, and to get away from all the waiting. According to others, she had an indescribable power over the possibilities. Her shoulders collapsed from the weight, she felt all the consequences of her decisions. She reached down as far as she could, albeit with difficulty. None of them could reach her now. That fleeting moment that no one could measure has separated her from the shadow of her experiences with her eyelids. She was at the same distance from everything in that fleeting moment. She is experiencing the greatest gift that she can give to herself or another person, she did not feel any anxiety about being able to bring it to an end.