I'm trying to get back to the one I absolutely love, but there is a trail of thoughts, depression, and anxiety that is the very tribulation of mind. I know this is all in my head, I know that this life is all just an illusion, all physical pain separate from the spirit, this is all only a dream, but I am truly lost. Will I ever make it through this deep, dark, cozy, and yet extremely information-laden, consumerist darkness to get to my love? Or will I just be lost forever...