• I need to draw pictures. about the most important accomplishment of the day. any in one stroke is possible • this is my fantasy. task for the coming days. and for the rest of my life. it turns out that there are no accomplishments in my day. . . I. don’t save anyone’s life. I don’t keep the apartment tidy. no. no. ... I’m not super sweet, open, friendly, patient, hardworking, and so on, no. • looking around and from the height of the day before yesterday lived. and my life. I thought that maybe the most important accomplishment is already happening... it smacks of self-deception and another illusion, but. maybe for me accomplishment is a denial of denial?! I’m kidding) accomplishment is already • p r o s t • impartially. without looking around. without being embarrassed. without expecting anything. without inventing what it is. who it is for. how much it costs. what is this in comparison with everything that was and will be. what stage am I at. what do I want to say. what energy do I carry. beautiful/not beautiful. professional or not. • I can just let it happen. like this. creativity. I am such a #fan who is tired of torturing himself and just wants to be. in his chaotic and non-everyday pseudo-artistry. just to arise. nothing to anyone. . . • just • to approach the business that my hand and heart reach for. to the occupation that I have chosen for myself. for myself, I will repeat to myself once again.
I have no obligations. there is nothing except . • f r e e d y • . and the framework in which these images can be formed and they can all be released. what are they languishing inside?! a strange purpose of course, but what is it. . . . . . . #miraclegraphicarts #phOEtez