Spirit of my hand: "The void"

These days I feel changes in myself, I have changed, I don't know if this change is good or not, I don't feel pain anymore, food doesn't taste good to me, I don't have feelings for the people around me, feelings have become meaningless to me... I went through a lot of hardships and everyone said that these pains make me stronger and I grow, become stronger, but I didn't get stronger, everything just became meaningless to me, I just feel the passage of time, I became the void . Resolution: 2700 × 3700