For as long as I could remember, everything was vague and magical. Everyone ignored their questions, they lived free, that I admire, but I was immersed in a world full of questions... Earth and sky, heart and mind, creatures and secrets, pulsed around me with truth and energies, revealing that the world flowed through me and that magic was mine. Telepathy, talking with birds and animals, changing minds, wielding the magic of words, numbers, and the galaxy itself... It was overwhelming. Sometimes, the sheer volume of abilities made it hard to recall the specific spells at my command. But this science came at a strange cost: loneliness, misguidance, the lure of dark truths, the temptation of black magic, and the constant struggle to maintain a normal life. I saw and talked to people, not as they appeared, but as their souls unfolded before me – their entire lives from childhood to present in a single moment. And that created another kind of loneliness, for I saw them all my children, forever lost. with all this dark knowledge, I chose to turn it on its head and use it for good. I don't comprehend why I'm drawn to the shadows, why I'm labeled as mad for my love of forbidden things. But it's an unexplainable part of who I am, and I embrace it. Because it all started from there.
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