The Vanishing Pyramid

a novel by @el_antecristo

Digital PDF Edition


written ~ ages 26 through 29(2018 2021) 
after a series of near death events 
- no editor - no ai - feel my pulse

this is a novel

I’ve changed a lot from the times since writing these pages but within them i believe you will see what i’m haunted by, my transcendence, astral projections, timelines to future visions, interpretations of the global secret society complex. these were visions sent to me from exercising the 'end of the world' archetypes & embodying the antichrist incarnation. eventually, ya, you become what you write on. this novel was a prayer & the other realms heard & replied by granting me a better understanding of the nature of existence.

this is a part of my heart & soul. when i share my writings i invite you to read only when you can read with your entire being. i gave all of myself for this work to be. this is my heartbreak, my pain, my learnings from all of it. when i asked the gods for profound insight & wisdom I was granted visions & dreams. only access me when you are in an illuminated state yourself or seeking illumination, otherwise wait to read. 

this text doesn’t come to you simply by accident. if you’re in a world befallen by chance, then maybe, then please ignore. but you are on a world of synchronicity, divine alignment then know that you were visited by a prophet, an empty vessel for divinity, & you were delivered a message. know that if you explore the writing within these pages that you are scraping at the underlying depth to something at the base restlessness of our kind, that your fears will be provoked & that you’ll emerge with my intelligence.

this is an exploration on literary coding. messages considered revelatory are coded within. of course the exercise in coding truth, woven through the energetics of the new technologies. somehow as the story scatters debris, the truth is mined from deep within the macrocosm/microcosm organism enveloping us, overlaying our reality.

this is a fiction but the process of exploring thought through fiction opened me to hearing the greatest truth.

often i would awaken in a dream & split the words/worlds of the concurrent plane that was speaking to me. when i looked up words i didn’t know from the spirit state, i’d understand that the words were right even without me knowing them. the grandiloquence you may hear in my voice was often these spirits who wanted a cameo in my novel. i was experimenting with mysticism then. i hadn't yet much of the knowing i have today. i wanted thought & writing to show me what was real. these writings were my spells.

initially i'd thought i’d release all this anonymously. the openness was not there for me in the beginning, but something i had to move into, so the San Juan Monthly Reader was published & distributed. It was like a conscious grooving for my audiences to one day be able to accept what I'd later present. the Readers are superimposed into the novel.

during this phase of writing I was learning about different metaphysical concepts, cures, healing information, truth & sharing all to the local readership, not as a master but a learner. I have seen the collective awareness reflected back to me. I have seen the healing effect of the work & seen it as a purification with word.

The healing came as the story came to the surface. I felt burdened by so much I could only express in story, & lacing the underlying emotions into every word.

San Juan Monthly Readers debuted at 50 cordoba & garnered national attention, notoriety, but also readership; a readership wanting to boldly protect me. 'twas a tumultuous time & led to a lot of my hurting myself which I’ve since healed from.

Back then the voices in my head, the things that they said, was that I’d end up dead. 

I came back from the dead to share this with you.

Now the voice is saying it’s time to rejoice.

as a formative part of my imperfect history - predating my atlantean contact events but showing i was feeling into their presence long before - it is meaningful for this novel to be. as i prepare a second book, i felt it was time to share my first novel again: the fiction on mysticism that led to poetry & the mysticism i practice today.

this has been sent to you as someone who has once collected or enjoyed my written art. i wish for you to feel the love emanating from the passion & force in these words, & for you to find solace in the knowing that i love you, my readers & fellow beings. I made this for you before i even knew how much i loved you
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obsess over this joyfully



year of the serpent-dragon; 2024
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