Is It REAL?: The Emptiness

Emptiness... it is everywhere... surrounds me... inside me... Wherever I am, no matter what I do, emptiness is inseparable from me everywhere... ... Sadness and loneliness... and emptiness... This is my hell, my life, my future and my unknown... Everything is hopeless! The emptiness has become like family to me, and now I feel comfortable with it... and I want to stay here... live... be... exist... Since I lost you...