Is It REAL?: Protect yourself from the World

What is the real world like? I don’t remember... Was it brighter, more saturated? I have long fenced myself off from reality with a net. My grid only lets in what I want to see and hear; it colors all objective information in the subjective colors of my attitude towards it. She weeds out everything unnecessary as unnecessary garbage. I feel so good and comfortable behind her, I’m safe. But there is one “but” - I don’t feel like I’m alive...

camera sony A7III, tamron 28-75, f 2.8 photoshop without use AI