Digital painting: Behind Closed Eyes

I close my eyes but I can't hide the pain. Inside me, there's an empty world that nothing can fill. Every moment I drown in this mirage, searching for something I'll never find. I think that maybe if my eyes could no longer see, something would hurt less, but even when my eyes are closed, the flames of sorrow still burn inside me. I just want to escape from myself, but I get lost more and more in this darkness. My whole being becomes an eye. Not to see but to understand.. Sometimes, silent looks say things that words cannot...

Technique: Digital Painting 4500 * 4000