My Brain Is Buffering⦠Please Hold
My brain is doing that thing again. The little spinning wheel is out. Not frozenβjust thinking aggressively.
Emotion pops up like a notification I didnβt subscribe to: Anxiety: βHey bestie, remember that thing from 2014?β Joy: βLOOK AT THIS DOG.β Sadness: enters the room, sighs, refuses to elaborate.
Meanwhile my thoughts are buffering at 2% because I tried to remember why I walked into this room and accidentally opened the folder labeled βRandom Feelings, Do Not Touch.β
Thereβs static between my ears. Half a song, one intrusive thought, three unfinished sentences, and a sudden urge to reorganize my entire life at 2:37 a.m.
I feel everything and nothing, sometimes both at the same time. Like a human loading screen: optimismβ¦ nostalgiaβ¦ mild panicβ¦ still loadingβ¦
Please be patient. My brain will resume shortly. Or crash. Either way, vibes are happening.