Catharsis.: Paranoia.

Few years ago I'm diagnosed with OCD. According to the American Psychiatric Association, Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is a disorder in which people have recurring, unwanted thoughts, ideas or sensations (obsessions). To get rid of the thoughts, they feel driven to do something repetitively (compulsions). That means I obsessively obsess on things I think about. And ya, I use abstract painting and abstract art as a part of my self-therapy.