Of all the research I've done on anonymity, the one that I've been focusing on right now and that's been bugging me for weeks is the one I'm most curious about. I am trying to focus my mind, which is still fuzzy, despite all the interdisciplinary subjects I have studied. A full mind is no different than an image of space. While points that appear very close to each other on a small scale appear easy to reach with their brightness, it is difficult to estimate how far apart they actually are. It's not as easy as estimating the correct, true distance by taking a ruler and taking measurements on the map.
I researched the formulas in all branches of science related to measuring distances, read the previous ones and talked to almost all scientists who researched on this subject. I've seen some who have similar questions in their minds, who have lost hope that they will find them. I saw the existence of dark areas similar to the human mind, and space drawings with unusual shapes and rotational movements. Some of them were so strange that I came to believe that only non-human beings could have made and designed them. Thanks to this, I realized that there are other kinds of realities and life forms out there. But how far or close are we to them? Again, a distance problem arises. Similar to the elementary school test books, questions remain like a grain of dust next to them. Just as human beings can be nanomillimetric creatures that exist on a grain of dust in the entire universe. This analogy has been mentioned countless times, but there is no other simple way to describe it.
August, 2023 paper collage // by Demon Ego