Demonic Experiments: A Movie with All Scenes Raw

Desiring to go beyond the emotions, into the alternate universe of words, I went behind the camera. I had to put aside all the materials I had tried so far and embark on a new adventure. This time, I put my soul, which I always tried to analyze, on the table on a movie set. If you ask me what I have achieved so far, first of all I would like to thank you for responding to me. And then I can answer your question: I thought it was a total nothing, but only a few days ago I realized that I had a lot of answers in my mind. It was just that these answers were covered with a veil, and when I looked at them from the right angle, I could see through them. My tongue was waiting for the right time to say what it wanted to say. All the words fall out of my teeth as the smell of coffee and a sulphurous disease linger in my mouth.

It is not easy to define the genre of this film, it is possible to say that it is an autobiography in which experimental scenes are lined up one after another. However, as in all my works, I do not want to limit this new experience to a definition. I think doing this also limits the audience, I want to free them as much as possible. Thus, I get feedback about things that I am very surprised and cannot see. One of the most enjoyable stages of creating is guessing what others will think when they see my work. Now I'm guessing what's going to happen during the premiere while I'm giving directions to the actors behind the camera, yelling from time to time to get them to do what I want. I didn't make a promise about the release date, no one is looking forward to a specific date. It won't be over until I say it's over, the camera won't turn off until I say okay.

August, 2023 paper collage // by Demon Ego