This is the first part of fifthteen different AI Generated Self Portrait. This series was creating back around March 2021 - April 2022,this series told about the data of how many people feel loneliness during COVID-19 pandemic .The impact of it made a life changing decision for many people including myself who struggles with loneliness and ADHD. Based on paper by Yehuda Pollak, Rachel Shoham , Haym Dayan , Ortal Gabrieli-Seri , Itai Berger about Symptoms of ADHD Predict Lower Adaptation to the COVID-19 Outbreak: Financial Decline, Low Adherence to Preventive Measures, Psychological Distress, and Illness-Related Negative Perceptions. The study shows that people with ADHD are more vulnerable to the challenges created by the COVID-19 pandemic and therefore deserve special attention and care. And I do my best to try to convince myself that i'm fine and feel abundance about myself until now . Despite the challenges which i've found in new "normal" life are quite hard, i believe i can find solitude some or other way arounds. and there are a lot of people who feel it too. Especially Feel of lost in the city, being lonely despite the crowd are normal