You may be dragged to a place that is not on the map, you may be plunged into darkness without even realizing that you have been kidnapped. While your grave is being dug under the light of a flashlight in the dark, stones and pieces of soil falling into your mouth can make you feel like you are suffocating. Before you cough, you think about all the mistakes you've made and try to pray, and when you cough, you start choking. These feelings can be experienced by ordinary people, and earth creatures called humans can understand them. However, demons lack these emotions. You cannot tell them what death is, what fear is, what defeat is. They ignore you, mock you, and burn your words to ashes in the fiery flames.
When they start swallowing as much as they can in their mouths, you begin to understand how much pain they will experience inside their intestines. This digestion is the harbinger of something new, the first light of a new dirty journey. You've got to get used to this shit-filled journey in the belly of the devil. You should remember that there are always people in life who will mess you up, but you will be reborn with a clean "exit". You will go on these journeys many times before you die. Get used to the smell that gets on you, get used to the disgusting bits that go into the holes in your head. When the end comes, you will search for these with candles.
September, 2023 paper collage // by Demon Ego
*First work on my second Objkt account. My first account was hacked but that did not defeat me! Being born stronger made me motivated to create more artworks.