Invasion of machine gun memories! Were you really in love?! Did he really love you?! Or was it just a pathological addiction of lack of affection? The whole story was agony and crying! But now I believe that I have never really been in love! I was involved in the mental knots of my brain and for years the fog of pills calms me down! How hard I reached this peak, how difficult I pulled myself up! How much I felt sorry for myself and how much pain I caused myself! Today I am really proud of this woman, today I really consider her a survivor, a survivor of life!