Self-Destruction: Self-Sacrifice #2 "Inner anger!"

I'm so angry that I let myself fall in love. I like the image I had made up in my head. It was perfect at first, but then I let myself be fooled. And then I was seized by anger with helplessness. People come and go, but the anger stays inside, like a blood-red river flowing through my veins and filling my depressed body. In moments of enlightenment at night, as I lie in bed, I feel the longing, it fills my inner world like a nightly blue glow. This glow allows those around me to see the rage in me. I am so hurt because I am in love, so nauseated because I am powerless, so angry that I shut myself away. When I go to the mirror and look at my long black strands, I see him, he smiles at me, and I feel like I'm losing my mind. In my thoughts I break the mirror and my blood runs down my arms like a river stream. I flush my feelings down the toilet along with the blood, then I wake up, and this hell has been repeating itself for over ten years. My own personal hell. My mind is as clear as a yellow moon in the night sky, I am like a new person, but again I am angry, and it repeats while I love him.

By acquiring this token, you become a bearer of my anger, confirming that you share my emotions.