Logical or irrational, big or small, timely or untimely... I want to hide anywhere, anytime. Hiding behind a plant, under a flower pot, behind a tulle curtain, just to show off my giant feet and look funny. Let them look for places they never thought they could find me, I must confuse them so much that they doubt their own intelligence. They must think I'm very smart and tell endless stories about me, even though they know I'm not. When they finally find me in a hole I'm stuck in, that's when they'll realize my stupidity. They will make derogatory remarks about me, trying to guess what ridiculous thing I am up to.
I'm sure they thought the figures I drew were childish, but I never cared about that. I never expected them to understand what I was after, why I was hiding and drawing. I don't regret what I created, nor do I regret that they don't love me. They will regret all their ideas when they see how I leave traces in my hiding places.
Broken or working well, neat or disorderly, ugly or beautiful... Of course, I know how rich they all carry, I carry them all with me, without leaving any of them behind. I can't tell you how much fun the games I played with them gave me; Just as I cannot understand why those who hide them do this.
February, 2024 by Demon Ego