LOVE+DEATH: TIRED

My cognition of this world is so absolute as if I've been living a hundred of trillions of billions of years on trillions of planets like the Earth and I understand it from top to bottom and here I'm only looking for one thing - calmness, appeasement and all this harmony that comes to you from fusion with eternity, from beholding great fractal image and from this wonderful unity of everlasting eternal existence, wherever you look - either deep - it's endlessly small or up - endlessly big, do you get it? And you are again talking about that thing of yours, you hustle and bustle, go do it, it's your way and your knowledge horizon and the sensation of your nature, it's is incomparably tiny in comparison with mine, do you get it?...