I wanted to look bigger because I became a mother at a very young age and my breast were sagging after breastfeeding my first child. I spent my first 5 years accepting the new anatomy which made me feel desirable but I never really could visualize myself in such extravagant body. I found myself looking at my reflexion and always feeling like a big woman but having my breasts done made me force myself into thinking this new body structure was the one I had to learn to love.