I watch you go into a new place, we could never imagine. Utopia. Exit in Ether. There is nothing I can say or do to replace you. So I reflect on how you make me laugh, and try to imagine your smile lasting forever. I know one day that all of this will make sense, and I ask to understand everyday. Make your life on earth a "Utopia" while you can, as impossible as it seems in a world of chaotic balance. Make the best of it, and laugh with the ones you love. This life just wont last forever.