IKIGAI: Within the Turbulence

I created this piece from the turbulence within me , from that suspended space between chaos and meaning. The surging turquoise is not merely water; it is the anxiety of being, the subtle tremor I feel when facing the infinite. The whites are placed as fleeting moments of awareness , brief breaths of clarity within the dark. On this canvas, I deliberately blurred the boundaries, because I believe certainty dissolves the same way: unstable, fluid, never fixed. This painting is my search for meaning , a meaning that does not wait on a quiet shore, but forms within the turbulence itself, in accepting the instability of existence.