Awakening: DND

I'm all out of fairydust my magic wand is broke I'm not the samaritans I have problems of my own

This feels different, Like the person I used to be has been chewed up and spat out.

Bags under the eyes The stabbing in my chest is both foreign and familiar

I refuse to entertain negativity, Not caught up in empty drama

Fuck this shit I think I am crumbling bit by bit

I sit in front here, Eyes hurt from the light of the screen Writing this piece of shit Its obscene

I feel as if The violent sobs which wrack my chest The silent screams that cut my breaths, I can’t feel my heart

Maybe I am unavailable for all your expectations Unavailable for your games Unavailable for your lies Unavailable for your high pride I’m unavailable for the broken promises No more excuses , and crying Unavailable for you and everyone else

I'm often there to hold your hand and try to guide you back Temporarily unavailable, sort your own life out

Do Not Disturb me for a while.