The time has arrived! Today I will start fighting my demons, I'm tired of being scared, of being alone and always being afraid about new things coming on my life in order to not get hurt again. But that isn't a path or something that should be even real, it makes you hide your feelings, hide form others in ways that will most likely hurt yourself. During all this time I have realized that I have wasted time and I'm feeling so dumb about it, all the things I could made different, all the things that I'm living and I'm not even sure all that just hurts me cause I hurted also others too, everything could be so different if I wasn't broken like I'm but now is the time to change that and I'm not sure if I will make it alone or if I will need some help, but I truly want to make a difference in a life of someone but right now looking in the mirror I know that I will just damage people more than I am and that fucked up... Hope you don't committee the same mistakes I did, life too short for regrets so always make sure you doing the right choices, but even if you don't just take a time to think that you doing what you truly want cause sometimes there are things that can't be undone.
Art its been helping me, to know how to love myself, to be a better person but I still have things that I will never be able to change and that's a regret that I will have forever...