Whispers Between Silence: Walked Away

I was Losing Myself so I walked away. I know my flaws, and I know that I need to get over it but I just can't, maybe I'm weak, maybe I don't deserve to let my mind have some rest and was meant to deal with all this inside the drama, I'm a loner and will always be, I regret so much about my past that haunts me every day, how could I give such pain to the people I loved, how could I be such a bad person and didn't realize the harm I was leaving behind my path, will never forget or apologize because of it, and I don't think that I will sometime get over it for more than I wanted, I want to focus on the future and in the things I can do better, but the people I have hurt will never forget it so Who would I be if I just wanted to forget everything, if they will not have any rest why should I deserve it? Maybe this is why I can't just let it go, maybe this is all meant and I deserve all of this pain. This collection was all about helping you guys understand the whole creative process and everything that it has behind the JPG but at some point, it became a way for me to express my emotions and somehow heal myself, and it seemed that It was working but I honestly don't deserve all this attention or love, made a lot of mistakes to be worthy of anything, the only thing that will last, will be my art and mental health issues... If you reading this don't let things get so deep into you, find help, talk with someone let things out and if you somehow feel suicidal don't ever think about giving up, find help, be stronger more then I was because whenever you lose yourself, you will be not only hurting yourself but the ones that love you.