My Sickness

I feel my own pain all the time and it is making me sick. Not just physical pain but mental pain as well. Maybe it's because I can sleep, or maybe it's the constant aches in my body from back surgery or it could be that my stomach can't take any more meds. So to help with my sickness I paint away each shitty feeling that I have everyday. Sometimes I even scream at them tell I cry. Why you may ask yourself? So i can live! I know that if i don't paint this shit out of me that the SICKNESS will final kill me...