I can't stand their eyes on me

I never wanted to be anyone else, even though we're all the same. Who I am is beautiful but eyes like daggers cause me pain. Bleeding uncontrollably, you no longer are controlling me. I'm no longer my own prisoner but the way this prison works has me missing my cold bed. Fell asleep to looming dread. I CANT GET OUT OF MY OWN HEAD.

Stuck forever till I'm dead