Guaranteed

Leaving for Ohio at sunrise with the family. Jan 16. 2021. I was in awe. Happy. Living.

Little did I know in two short weeks, the colors I saw so vibrant this morning would fade and panic, anxiety attacks, and breakdowns would begin.

I had to call off work. I couldn't function. I wanted to just stop being. That was Jan 29th.

Feb 1. I got side swiped on my way to work. I didn't make it in and got terminated by the time I got home. I was part of a covid purge.

Feb 2. My personal struggles were made worse with life struggles. I was in my mind. Depressed. Barely surviving my own self. Feb 2 - today. I'm fighting to win my battles.

Aug 6. Today. I'm starting to see the color in the world again. I hope I can see it this bright again. I'll make it back to myself. It's a guarantee.