Heart of a Lost Boy

This is a heart of a lost boy. Recently i came across my old piece. Back in 2017 i was in very bad mental state. Deep depression hit me hard and i battled with it 3 years. Third year was the hardest. I was scared to wake up with that inner pain again. I was scared to sleep with it too. Suicidal thoughts came through and i decided to fight it even more. So i started composing music and this came up... When i look back now, this was the turning point. (Video was so old i had to re-render...)