Contradictions: First Step

Sometimes you start going to Saud to a peak, you take some equipment with you that makes the route of Saud easier for you, we go half way and we don't have the capacity to carry our equipment, so you have to take some of them, you leave your equipment and continue on your way. You continue your path with difficulty. Disappointment comes to you, but you have to continue. When you reach the top, the only thing you see there is emptiness! It's like the path of our life...hope and despair at the same time. In that moment, either live or die...