light of the gas: schizophrenia

a woman changes everything. an unusual woman changes everything even more.

• I have an empty room in my house; you can stay in it. I have an emptiness inside me; maybe you can fill it. I stood in front of a door, and I shouldn't have entered from there. I made the right choice and didn't go in, but I could never go back.

sometimes you go through difficult paths, climb the stairs, and reach a point. and when you look back at the point you've arrived, you find yourself in total darkness. yes, the place you see is where I came, but it's not my place.

• How can you not desire me?