SYNESTHESIA PT. 2 - Feelings in Negative: you haven't even scratched the surface-- shrinking
The fifth piece in my "SYNESTHESIA PT. 2 - Feelings in Negative" painting collection, "you haven't even scratched the surface-- shrinking" is a 16" x 20" acrylic painting on stretched canvas. This painting was inspired what I see in my head when feeling insecure and judged, like I'm shrinking on the inside.
"SYNESTHESIA PT. 2 - Feelings in Negative" is an acrylic, abstract, neo-expressionism painting collection that depicts what is going on inside my head visually when experiencing or thinking about certain emotions and feelings through use of dark atmospheres and bright neon colors. Each painting is accompanied by a poem that is written while staring at the painting.
The owner of this NFT (6299 x 4960 JPG asset) will also receive the signed original 16" x 20" acrylic on canvas painting (fingerprint verified for authenticity) and the handwritten poem (signed). Please email meshiv0527@gmail.com or dm @mickle_shiv on twitter to discuss shipping information and bid offers when bidding on this piece.
The poem that accompanies this piece:
you haven't even scratched the surface, the purpose of my intention is love next to nerves and i'm nervous. feels like you've judged a book by its cover, but i'm not a loser i'm a lover. actually i'm both and they both reflect each other.
this is what it looks like when i look further into myself and find what you don't like. this is what it's like when my mind IS the rabbit hole and there's no need to take a dive, i'm already swimming in it floating, drowning in its negativity reflecting my worst qualities, all of these feelings start to hurt. oceans of emotions flowing freely but diluted with my dirt. i'm not good enough for myself so why would i be good enough for you? it's too easy to sit and daydream rather than come up with something new.
this is what it looks like when i'm feeling insecure, flipped upside down, my face covered in colors of negativity and scratched until it hurts.
source tweet: https://twitter.com/mickle_shiv/status/1358642111571238912?s=20
