Your abilities are often judged by pedigree. Sometimes the evaluation is correct and in other times it misses the mark completely. In a certain way your 'purpose' is tied to your abilities. Purpose being the light in the tunnel that propels you forward. You find purpose in the who, how and why of your existence. But it can be tiring trying to focus on the end of tunnel. Forget purpose and understand the very basic foundation for all of it. That right now, you can say "I am Here". Everything begins and ends with this premise; the hope even in the darkest tunnels.