There is a point of pain after which you stop feeling it…
You just go with the flow. Thoughts swirl around without letting you get a hold of any of them and get out of that state.
You drown, you try to scramble, you scratch your subconscious, but you only leave ghostly scars that you'll have to heal more than once.
And if you've fallen deep, you don't know whether or not to get out if it's so hard. It's at that point that you have to realize that either you have enough strength or you need someone else's hand to pull you back to reality.
Hold me, please, and don't let me go, I never want to feel this way again... Ever.