Searching For A Save Point (Continued...): How / Why my life got derailed while multi-tasking being an Artist

3 months of autistic critical focus, 40 pages of the most detailed chronologically documented timeline of events as they happened, from multiple perspectives + 4 Hours of Video footage, documented in real time from September 2024-Present to back up the references in the document.

The common theme of 2025 as a whole has been surreal to experience and live through. You see and feel it with this Administration at the highest and most frequent level, you see it and feel it from big tech and across all corporate industries, and if you are an artist using blockchain platforms that pivoted, you feel and see this also.

The Theme is GAS LIGHTING, and I've never experience anything like this prior to the past years. It's like a playbook was handed out. Deceive & lovebomb to acquire customer, then abuse & mistreat them in a very open and obvious way. Then masterfully shut down any chance or attempt at communication or feedback based in an objective reality, and then double down by punishing the ones who dare challenge the concept of quietly accepting abuse and manipulation with a smile on their face.

This fundamental break at the communication level is a tough bug to swallow or troubleshoot and has unfortunately become the normalized strategy.

There are area's in life, where experiencing this at the same time as others feels easier to just ignore even though that's how this becomes more normalized.

Health however, is not the place where you can just back burner or roll over on...

How do you communicate with someone not interested in communication that doesn't align with their justification to mistreat you with no interest in accountability or course correction?

I don't know fam... hahah this is new territory for me. Not encountering or experiencing this type of dynamic, but it being the new normal that throws objective reality out the window. I really wish of all places to experience and have to navigate through this, that it had to be attached to event so many people have positive and joyful emotions and expectations around. That's been the hardest part, not wanting to be perceived while this is still ongoing and unable to share positive updates about without being dishonest.

Also, I really want to get back to recording albums as a vocalist....

Hold tight...