(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ https://ellesho.me/ ←●
༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ https://veryinter.net/person/ ←● ◌⇨https://ellesho.me/page/website/now/ ●◍
I miss elle so much, but i'm thankful she still updates her museum and communicates from it.
I'm so inspired when exploring her website and all the intention and detail and hidden joy it has to discover.
If you take time to read her blog
◌⇨https://ellesho.me/page/website/now/ ●◍
you will likely understand me more in the process also. She feels and processes this new internet very similar to how do. It feels hostile and painful to be apart of this new digital era, especially knowing what it once was and what is could and should still be...
being an artist / producer with the expectation of showing up and continuing to share myself across platforms that don't respect my ownership of attention, force feed information, thoughts and visuals onto me I don't consent to, while also removing my ability to reliable connect and reach (inbound and outbound) with those I chose to follow, while also harvesting my data to serve me ad's and build a profile on me while also training using my data, it truly feel horrible and traumatic in such a profound way that feels like an over exaggeration but it's not... I feel it so deeply... It's painful and I promise you it will be the end of me.
I'm not against change/progress/technology/pivoting or anything of the sort, but none of this is adaptable progress...
I wish I could pull off building my museum and only interact with the digital world from it...
Because expressing into a void and losing meaningful human connection while being fed the analytics that no amount of effort, energy, work, skill, talent, intent, sacrifice giving to this new digital landscape will be rewarded with even the bare minimum of direct and consistent meaningful human connection... who cares of monetization at this point. I'm so lost and exhausted logging in to connect only to feel invisible in the most noisy and crowded space.
At least I know i'm not alone in how strongly I feel about this all.
you can view my gallery of collected works by elle below
https://opensea.io/gallery/Dutchyyy/d44a62046d524752aae1c999dc5f5828
I highly encourage you to visit her website and spend hours exploring every nook and cranny....
Sadly, like everything I share these days, i'm pretty confident no human will ever see or read what i'm communicating and sharing with the digital world while i'm still here...
it's been about a half decade since my mission to preserve the totality of my legacy safely in a singular place began that led me to blockchain....
even in this exact moment I sharing into a collection titled "Searching For A Save Point"
but i've never thought I'd feel so strongly about purposely doing the opposite of preserving any and everything related to me as I do in the present, because if all I have is consistent data daily that nothing I say or do is reaching or having any sort of impact in the physical world, then how can I have any hope of effectively help shape a brighter future that doesn't feel so hopeless to me and nearly everyone I know.
browsing elle's webpage feels good and inspirational... I really miss logging off the digital world feeling inspired.
but in all transparency with each day, and each upload, post, attempt at sharing, expressing and connecting that I make that ends with the result of what of what just feels like your loved ones or significant other leaving you on read eternally.....
I'm growing closer to treating my digital footprint and physical existence at face value of those results and .....