The process of reaching something you've always dreamed about is very hard and suffocating,it takes a lot of effort and suffering,like a star in the sky and you're trying to catch it by hiking through between the clouds through the skies just to see a glance of it isn't beautiful There you are, finally you've did it i'am so proud of you, you made your dream comes true, just yesterday it was an something that you've never thought you'll reach ever, a something that you kept imagining become real, so speechless, now you're enjoying your success your dreamAnd trying to forget the hell you've been through. Nothing can push you out, you're strong capable, such a paradise. Suddenly everything fall, you fall from the Top to the bottom all the time you've put in hiking to that shooting star became useless now you're at the bottom againEverything, literally everything disappeared in a glance of an eye, the effort you've put there gone, now you're in the hell you were escaping from.